CONFESSIONS OF A GUY WITH A BIG COCK (NSFW)

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My name is ***, I’m 25 and I have a really big phallus. You are about to read about my experience living with a big one.

It all started when I was in first year of high school. I was invited to a sleep over with some friends, it was one of those nights where things get wild and you experiment. By the end of the night me and two other guys had been dared to measure our dicks and show them to the girls. It turned out that mine was much bigger than theirs, and as I later found out, bigger than the adult average. I had a seven inch dick and I was only 11 years old. The idea of it was so exciting. I never really thought of myself as being homosexual or anything, but even as a child I always liked the idea of having a big dick. I’m not sure where it came from, but I wanted a big one. Little did I know the universe was working its magic and it turned out I had a huge one. My size kind of got to my head and it sorta turned me into an exhibitionist. It just kept on getting bigger, which fuelled a lot of the risky thoughts and things I've done because of it. I gained more than an inch before high school was over. I spent summers showing off on the internet through my webcam in my basement to old pervs and I became obsessed with the attention, the power, the admiration and the feeling of control I got from wowing everyone who watched me play with my cock.

First, some statistics. The average hard penis is about 14 to 15.2 cm's long and about 12.5 cm in circumference. This means that people who are 1 inch above or below (between 5 to 7 inches) are within the average range and should not expect any problems fucking due to their size. I'm about 6 inches soft 9 inches hard and 6.5 inches around at the thickest. This means that the vast majority of women will have zero experience in dealing with my size unless they are in the hardcore porn industry. That can translate as being a very good thing, or turn to an awkward situation.

Finding out that I had a huge cock was awesome; I discovered I could suck my own dick; I could rub my dick on my nose; jerking off with two hands still left me a lot of place. It felt so amazing to be ‘that big’. I spent more and more time gratifying myself by posting pics online, comparing myself to others, forming all kinds of sexual friendships with people online, some of whom became close friends. If I was alone and there was a mirror, you can bet you I was looking at my dick.

I also realized that my soft size was bigger than the average hard size, and that for that reason my dick was quite visible through my pants. I was bulging. I also found out that I loved comparing with other guys. Nothing gave me that rush of sexual superiority and power more than dwarfing someone else’s cock. It was fairly easy too, turns out gay guys love big dicks.

I made a couple of profiles on websites like Xtube and Tumblr and established a pretty big ‘fan base’. People from all over the world offered to worship me, offering me their wives and girlfriends, pussies and assholes, mouths and adoration. I was not used to the attention at first, it was overwhelming at times and kinda scared the shit out of me. I had other ambitions in life and I didn’t want my dick to get in the way, so to speak. In turn, I periodically disappeared from the internet, went into dick-rehab, and eventually relapsed. The gratification was too instantaneous, too good. Who wouldn’t love to hear hundreds of horny people tell you how much you made them cum just from looking at your pictures and videos? I knew that I loved it, and I’m still trying to find balance between wanting to show and be seen, and wanting to remain somewhat unknown throughout the process of showing off.

It wasn’t easy to hook up with girls. Sure, my reputation and even my bulge probably helped me get more girls than otherwise. Just as big dicks are not easy to come by, really deep vaginas aren’t all that common. I came to understand that having a huge dick is really fun and visually appealing, but they cause a lot of problems with sex. I’ve had my share of partners and experiences, and I can honestly say I’ve probably had less than 4 minutes of doggy style in my life. If I didn’t get turned down when they found out how big I was, the only option was missionary. Slow missionary, knees down. Anything else and I felt like I was hurting them.

Hurting girls because your dick is too big turned out to be a huge fetish of mine.

When I turned 20 I started my first serious relationship with a girl. Sex was difficult, never two days in a row, and quite limited. I grew incredibly frustrated and hornier than a bull. To top it all off, my body decided to go through one more growth spurt. My dick got thicker, stronger, harder. My girlfriend at the time noticed and we nearly stopped having sex. The thought of it was hot, but not enough to counter the enormous frustration it caused both of us. Even blow jobs were a problem. And of course I came too much. Things got so bad that we eventually broke up. I had to break up with the girl I loved because my dick was too big.

Last summer I was working with a few open minded people in a kitchen at some shitty restaurant. We had a lot of down time and got to know each other pretty well. Soon enough I found out both girls who were working there considered themselves to be size queens (girls who actively seek out guys with very large cocks). I thought 'jackpot'. If there's something that makes me happy, it's finding people who are not afraid to tell me they like my size. Because trust me, having a huge cock means a LOT of girls are going to flat out refuse to have sex with you. One night stands are not easy when you need hours of foreplay. So these two girls and I started flashing each other. They'd flash me their tits (they were really fucking nice) and I'd whip out my soft dick in front of them while no one was in the kitchen. 'Humongous' one said. I felt pretty good. I wasn't even hard yet.

I guess that I'd be curious too if some dude showed me his soft dick and it was bigger than most guys hard. So you can guess what happened next. They wanted to get it hard. I was trying to fry some burgers and put together a decent looking salad and they were complimenting me, enjoying my flushing face and my growing hardon. Fuck those burgers. We went downstairs, just for a few minutes. Who wouldn't, two hot girls lusting after my huge cock! I took it out and I got hard within about 2 femtoseconds. They were just about to reach out and touch it when the fire alarm started ringing. Something about burning bread. Now the thing about having a huge cock is that it's near impossible to be fully hard and wear pants. There just isn't any position that works. Can't put it down, it's going to swing back up and rip my pants. Can't put it on the side, it'll poke straight past my pockets. Can't put it up, it'll look like I'm giving birth to an alien.

So the only solution I could think of was to jerk off really fucking quickly, right there in the basement while the girls tried to shut down the fire alarm. The stress of the situation combined with how hot it was made it possible for me to cum right then and there. The orgasm was quickly followed by the realization that fire alarms are fucking loud and annoying. My dick calmed down and I went back up in the kitchen. Later that night, after our shift, the girls and I went to a bar and met up with one of their other friends whom they were very excited to introduce me to. They introduced me as being their friend with the monster dick. Their friend was extremely curious and I ended up borrowing her iPhone, sneaked into the toilet, took a picture and showed her. In exchange I got to grope her tits.

Contrary to general popular belief, a lot of girls do not like having huge cocks inside them. Once I met this cute chick that I started to like a lot. We hung out, got high and made out almost all the time. I really wanted to do more with her. She was a little bit shy and never really touched me down there or felt me up. My size never even came up in a conversation, that's how vanilla this whole relationship was. One day, we went out and got drunk with her friends. We ended up at her friend's place, in her jacuzzi. I thought to myself that something horrible would need to happen for me NOT to end up fucking this girl. How do you not go from making out in a hot tub to fucking?

As we became the last ones remaining in that hot tub while her friends went back inside the house, we started making out. She bit my lips and told me all kinds of dirty things while we were kissing, pretty hot if you ask me. While I decided to slide my hand down to start touching her pussy, I realized she wasn't even going for mine... why isn't she touching my dick? I suggested we get out and head to the guest room where we'd be 'sleeping'. I felt like I might've be coming on too strong, but too late a this point. I get out of the hot tub, get in the house and head to the bedroom to wait for her. I use the few minutes I have to myself to get hard.

My dick was angry, maybe because of the hot water or the fact that I'd been feeling teased all night long. It was big, fat and rock hard. I was pretty excited. She might be shy, but I'm not going to let that affect the fact that we're definitively going to fuck.

I'm under the blanket, she comes in. Totally naked, her skin all tight from the tub and the cold weather. Huge perky tits, soft pink nipples, even a big ass. This girl was too hot. She gets into bed, we start making out, we're both naked. There's no way she won't finally fucking grab my big dick. And she does. She grabs it and freaks the fuck out. "Oh my god. What the fuck. Is that even real? How is your dick so huge?" I was feeling pretty damn good for the first few seconds. Her eyes were just about to pop out of their sockets. Then, she says "there is no way in hell this is going to fit inside me." Well FUCK me. "Don't worry, I'll be gentle. I won't hurt you. I won't even go halfway in. I'll eat you out first, I'll finger you. I know what I'm doing." Everything I said didn't help, she was closed for business. She told me that her previous and only serious boyfriend was too big for her, and that I was just about twice his size. I tried to bargain, offer her something, maybe just reduce the deal down to a blowjob, but no. She just flat out refused to have anything to do with my cock. It wasn't an awesome night. That was pretty much the end of our friendship.

Having a huge cock is something that shaped my personality in so many ways. I'm bisexual, and I found out because my gay friends were really into my size (gay men love big dicks). My size also shaped my many fetishes and kinks, gave me a lot of self confidence, which translated into more and better experiences with both sexes. It also caused me to feel like a creep, a freak, to be called names, to be ridiculed (showers can be a cruel place in high school), to be denied sex or even to be stalked. Buying pants is a lot of trouble, and when I do find a good pair, they always rip right in the crotch area after less than a year. Sometimes I will get stares at my bulge, sometimes I will feel self-conscious or even ashamed. However, my genes gave me a big ol' dick, and I'm proud of it. Some like them big, some like them small. Be proud of what you got.

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